Most of my posts are written when it’s late at night and my insomnia has gotten the best of me. (So please excuse my grammar and my incohesive thoughts.) They may seem gloomy and negative, but I’d like to think it’s a fairly accurate depiction of my life and of life in general. I try not to filter my leisure writing; try being the operative word. This blog is used mainly for venting. I generally always have a smile on my face in real life, so it’s nice to show a bit of myself to the very few strangers following me. (ironic)
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“I choose to write because it’s perfect for me. It’s an escape, a place I can go to hide. It’s a friend, when I feel out casted from everyone else. It’s a journal, when the only story I can tell is my own. It’s a book, when I need to be somewhere else. It’s control, when I feel so out of control. It’s healing, when everything seems pretty messed up. And it’s fun, when life is just flat-out boring.”
Some people want it when you’ve got in your pocket And they leave you if there’s nothing left When you find that the ones that keep you lifted Love them cuz they keep you out of your head they keep you out of your head They keep you steady Continue reading
Some of my favorite quotes from my man Chuck: “People fall so in love with their pain, they can’t leave it behind. The same as the stories they tell. We trap ourselves.” “We can spend our lives letting the world tell us who we are. Sane or insane. Saints or sex addicts. Heroes or victims. … Continue reading
I wanted to write about the moment when your addictions no longer hide the truth from you. When your whole life breaks down. That’s the moment when you have to somehow choose what your life is going to be about. Continue reading
Au milieu de l’hiver, j’ai découvert en moi un invincible été. 2012 is nearing its end and if Nostradamus’s quatrains do not render to be an accurate prediction then 2013 is going to be my year. I’ve gone through a lot these past three years; I’ve been blessed and cursed. I’ve spent far too many … Continue reading
And in that moment, I swear we were infinite I want to get drunk, but not just any kind of drunk, I want to get “fuck the world” kind of drunk. You know that kind of drunk where you find yourself belligerently cussing at the wall with your best friend as you two have successfully indulged yourself … Continue reading
10 signs you’re going through a pre “quarter century crisis” 1) Age: When asked your age, you ALWAYS respond with “I’m 22, but I’m practically 23,” although in reality, you won’t be turning 23 for another 6 months. 2) Alcohol & Parties: Now that you’re “almost” 23, parties are out of the question; when you do find yourself … Continue reading
Lets make it a new habit. I’m not sure if it’s selective googling or selective binging, but I’ve been reading a lot of blogs and articles about managing your 20s. I will assume that generally these blogs are written by 20 somethings that feel like they are constantly fucking up and constantly searching for guidance … Continue reading
Yoda: “The fear of loss is a path to the Dark Side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering. I sense much fear in you. Train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose.” I’m trying to fight it, really trying hard to fight the urge to scream … Continue reading
Catharsis 